Things easily started irritating me regarding where my life was, and I started to want more. I became tired spiritually, so I began ridding my life of things or people that no longer served me. I cut off anything or body that drained me of my energy. And what’s crazy was if I didn’t do it myself, things or people would find themselves out of my life without me intervening in any way. I finally let go of and stopped fighting for a relationship that I knew wasn’t going anywhere. I realized that I was moving towards my purpose.
Before I go any further, let me explain that I am a diehard skeptic. As the saying goes, I’m from the Show Me state, so you have to show me. What’s ironic is that I was actually born in Missouri (LOL), so I am technically from there. For the last year of so, I didn’t really know what was going on with me, but I came across the term spiritual awakening one day online that described it perfectly.
Now, I’ve always been spiritual but never really affiliated with any religion. Well, I did worship at a Missionary Baptist church for a while. But that was more so from pressure from my mom than anything. I never really connected with church and hated going. I didn’t know why, but I just did.
If you’ve read any other blog post, then you know I love adding disclaimers. So here it goes. I’m new to this lifestyle and still learning. All I know is I was getting uncomfortable doing things that I normally did. This feeling came on me very quickly and strongly. I was being pushed by something to get rid of what was not for me. I started wanting happiness, freedom, and peace. When before, I was chasing money and what I thought was stability.
I’ve always been a lone wolf and beat to my own drum. Certain things I kept to myself for the sake of not being shunned or isolated. But now I don’t care about anyone else’s beliefs or opinions. . I want to travel more, make more passive income, and use my my gifts to help those in need. I no longer felt the need to go to work at a certain time for a certain time period because I wanted freedom from the clock. To be honest, I just wanted to wake up happy with myself and what I was doing.
I now understand that every step or misstep that I’ve taken in my life is for a reason. I had to realize that being drawn to and easily reading tarot cards is for one as well. Unfortunately, I know people believe they are for evil but anything can be used for evil, including religion. But that is not what this post is about. That’s another topic for another day.
I’ve been wanting to write this for so long, but I now have to courage to do it. Some people will condemn me for this, but here is my truth. I am a spiritual – or some may say agnostic – tarot reader. Something called me to pick up the cards last year, and I’m good at what I do. I don’t use them to push my agenda on other, and I only read what the cards say to me. My intentions are pure. Therefore, my readings are pure. If that’s something you’re into, good. My books will be open soon. If not, then that’s good as well.
Update:
My books are now open and you can book here.
